Well, here it is, a day before the first California primary in ages that actually means something, and I do not know how to cast my vote.
Obama's surrogates made me furious a while back by playing the proverbial race card, in what I still consider a "reverse Rove" maneuver. Barack's histrionic ground-level supporters have done their candidate no service with their over-the-top internet rhetoric. The widely heard
Hillary's-a-Republican lie has only made me want to vote for her.
Moreover, Obama's talk of unity with the Republicans bugs the hell out of me. I want combat, not unity. (Combat with
the opposing party, that is.) Hillary, by contrast, has learned the hard way that there ain't no unity to be had. I
hope she has hard feelings; I
hope that a seething lust for vengeance lies behind that poised smile.
And another thing.
Yes, it's true that questions of substance, not style, should guide this decision. Even so, I must admit that something about Obama's style functions like a cheesegrater on my nerve endings. That man can talk-talk-talk without saying a damned thing. All politicians rely on nostrums, generalities, pleasing-but-empty sonorities -- but with Obama, the pap-to-substance ratio is particularly high.
Compare him to Bill Clinton in 1992. When BC answered a question, he'd start out with a minute or two of meaningless blather. We'd hear the bit about moving into the 21st century, then we'd hear the trope about "one definition of insanity," and so on down the list. But just when you were about to throw a shoe at the TV screen, he'd actually
answer the question. With facts and specifics and stuff.
Can you honestly say that Obama does likewise?
Hillary, I think, takes after her husband in this regard, although she sometimes stretches out the pap until after the shoe has flown. Her debate performances have won the admiration of this former member of the Anyone-But-Hillary club.
And yet...and yet...
This piece in Kos by DHinMI makes some interesting points. Like me, he seems annoyed by the prog-blog distortions of Clinton's senate record. The decision, for DH, all comes down to who will get more votes in November:
The American public wants change. They hate George W. Bush. They hate the political gridlock—AKA Republican obstructionism, even if they don’t realize that's the problem in Congress—and they want new leadership. They will vote for Clinton. But I believe many of them will embrace Obama. And the difference between a Clinton win at 53% and an Obama win at 58% is probably 12-15 extra members of Congress, and maybe another 3-6 Democratic Senators.
I disagree with much of this argument. The American public has turned against Bush, but W is not running in 2008. McCain will likely be the nominee, and almost no-one hates him on a visceral level. In spite of Republican filibusters and presidential vetoes, the public -- in my opinion -- blames the Democratic party for gridlock. Why? Because the public has been trained to blame Democrats for
everything, up to and including the dog's latest accident on the carpet. If something like
Cloverfield were to occur in real life, the Dems would get the blame and the GOP would capitalize on its tough-on-monsters image.
Unlike DHinMI, I am far from certain that Hillary will win in the general. In fact, I think she will lose.
That's the reason why I may have to pinch my nostrils and vote for Obama. Hillary Clinton has a 51% unfavorability rating, according to the latest Rasmussen poll. Obama's rating is 45%. McCain's is 43%. Those numbers tell me that Barack Obama stands a better chance of living in the White House.
But I still don't care for the guy.